My visit to the doctor ended up exactly as I thought it would. I managed a concussion by passing out in the police station. Not to mention the silence from mom before we ever left the police station that leaves me kicking myself in the arse over and again. I cannot believe I let myself show that kind of weakness. It is only a concussion. I would have been fine without the doctor. I can't believe I gave in like that. DAMMIT.
I haven't gone home just yet. I tried calling the house but no one answered the phone. I don't understand why my mom and dad from here aren't answering my calls. I'm almost afraid to go home. I'm worried about what I won't be there. I think I will head over tomorrow. I don't want to go alone, but I can't think how it would work if this time mom and dad are there. Having them face one another... I can't think it.
I will have to go tomorrow. I must know.
I haven't gone home just yet. I tried calling the house but no one answered the phone. I don't understand why my mom and dad from here aren't answering my calls. I'm almost afraid to go home. I'm worried about what I won't be there. I think I will head over tomorrow. I don't want to go alone, but I can't think how it would work if this time mom and dad are there. Having them face one another... I can't think it.
I will have to go tomorrow. I must know.
thoughtful